I knew coming into 2021 that it was a number 5 year. The number 5 carries the vibrations of transformational change, (inner) growth, grace and freedom. What I didn’t know was it would be one of the hardest years of my life. Before the new year comes in, I prepare for it so I’m ready. I usually fast, I pray,…
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Here I Am!
“Some situations in life will have you feeling like a prisoner in a state penitentiary serving a life sentence on lockdown 24 hours a day.” I remember the day I posted that thought on Facebook. I felt like I was stuck in a hopeless situation and there was nothing I could do about it, so I put on my pretty…
I Need Me.
When I think about my awareness of who I am today, I am so grateful for every experience I lived thru that has helped me to heal, grow and evolve over the past ten years! At my lowest, I couldn’t say I needed me… I didn’t even know who I was. I was so busy trying to be the daughter,…
It’s that unconditional part though…
“Mommy what would you change about your childhood?” My l’il big sunshine is always asking me questions that have me deep in thought. I really had to think about my answer to her question, because I had a decent childhood. Initially, I started to say “nothing,” but that response was silenced as I took a minute to dig a little…
Do you love Me?
Me: Do you love me? Him: mmhhm… I think a man will tell you anything when he’s deep inside you. I couldn’t wait for him to finish so I could jump in the shower and wash his scent off of my body, and hopefully the experience would fade from my memory too. I had way too many moments, than I…